I got what i am!!

Psychoanalysis of a person, who claims to know himself really well, can actually triggers a nuclear fission on his already perplexed self thoughts .

He starts wandering upon, over his obligatory reasons, spontaneous actions, timorous reluctances, over assertions and righteous moments. He turned his back, from his own pity emotions but tried to repent when he finds out that without them, he cannot move any further.

I was talking to these two gentlemen over the weekend, one highly accurate with sharp words but a bit feeble with eye movements while other slow and reluctant with straight words but really really honest with frank eyes expression. Both these gentlemen have one very fine thing in common both are avid about human expressions and nature.
So last Saturday these two started their broad examination upon ‘what is the real color of my personality’.

They diagnosed the core of my heart and started tickling my head wires. All into this course they were plucking risen theories about me. The facts which I myself escapes from, were getting exposed like beautiful sceneries .They enthralled my head and screened every intellectual thread which was residing there .Whenever I got scared with the sharp overtone revelation of one’s spiky voice, the other’s sympathetic eyes garnished consoling glances upon me.

At the end they finish the analysis and I got exposed to my real self. And when I tried to picture my self as an individual with all the personality attributes provided by them, I found myself as nothing but a clone to the all exact similar clones of our paranormal world.

Knowing all the facts of one personality does not make you a light person; it in fact makes you very very heavy. With all this heaviness over my head I locked my room and lay my body on rest. Questions like ‘What I really know?’, ‘What I am?’ and ‘Where I am going?’ started popping up into my head. With blank eyes I started gazing the still wall calendar over my left.

‘Saturday, December 5, 2009’ I said coldly to my meek heart.

‘Saturday…it was Jenna Jameson new video update on Friday on P… Hub.com…WTF I am a loser…How could I forgot this …Fucking Insane!’